I'm so sorry

[inhonurofswa]

I am truly sorry for how selfish I have been acting. Sometimes I have these days where the war just hits me. I watched Platoon the other night and war has been on my mind since. I read all those responses to my stupid brain scan and I thought, "Oh my god, there are soldiers who are feeling what I am feeling times 1,000,000,000,000 and here I am acting like a baby" This afternoon I lost feeling in my leg and as I was freaking out it hit how ridiculous I am being. Usually I am more selfless person, I don't know what came over me. The feeling is back but that doesn't even matter, what matters is the real pain that is going on in the world, I'm just one person with about a trillion people who have it worse than me. So I am truly sorry for being selfish. You guys are the ones who should be on here telling everything that's wrong. I have no right to, I haven't earned the right to. I hope my uncle isn't too disappointed.

taylor