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Talking to the VA shrink and asking for help was the hardest thing I ever did in my intire life. I stuggled for years being angry for no aparent reason. I couldn'nt make friends because I didn't trust anyone but now I think I just didn't want to get close to someone and have them taken away again. The whole world was f%#ked up except me. but I thank God that I found you men and women on the old History channel. My first hope was knowing I wasn't the only one and there is help out there you just have to be man enough to ask for help. I've been a giver all my life and it is very hard to take help. I found out if it feels good to you to give it feels good for someone to give back to you. Its hard but its part of life too. sorry some Land with a degree feels different but I don't agree with her and think she should really visit a veterans group session before she spouts off. I have a few friends that are too proud to ask for help. My friend George is a walking basket case and I took him to the VA three different times for treatment but he dosen't go back . I was told you can't help or save everone but its hard to let them slip by when you know there is help and they earned it. sorry to rattle on but i had too.chris